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MY PRAYERS HAVE BEEN ANSWERED

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Assalamualaikum and hi silent readers. After a long while finally i can update my blog just to make sure no dust! Ok, lame. Alhamdulillah for everything and im blessed. So, back with the title 'MY PRAYERS HAVE BEEN ANSWERED' and im truly so excited to write up this beautiful story of my journey ehem kinda. I decide to write because next month im gonna start with my hetic month and probably if i want to look up this post back.

First and foremost, i knew this one guy three years ago and he's used to be my practical teacher or i should say my crush? Refer to ‘limited availability’ post but unfortunately he didn't teach me and i started to follow him on Instagram without any hidden intention and without hoping that he will follow me back because i just wanna keep myself update with his routines macam orang lain juga. Solid 10 point for my effort. Hahahaha. Day by day and week by week i've been eyeing for him since Him walked in but at the same time I don't think i should approach him because i respect him as a teacher.

Entah macam mana i got his number dengan alasan i nak hantar video dia menyanyi and he let me to keep his number too. Tapi waktu ni i memang dah suka dia dalam diam. Gulp.There are no specific reasons why and words wouldnt begin to describe what my heart feels. Slowly this an acquaintanceship bloom into something beautiful partly of my life. Do you still remember those days you prayed to have something you have now? Yerp, everytime i tengok wajah dia, i rasa bersyukur sebab my prayers have been answered. What a long journey to go and i hope it's work in future. I will make it happen. Mark my words.

Our first date. Dulu iyelah i selekeh and comot dia cakap. Tapi sekarang okay la sikit berbanding dulu hahahahahaha. My 1st date with him alhamdulillah went well sebab malu malu kucing i tu ada sekelumit je dalam diri mungkin sebab i rasa selesa. You know that you're very comfortable with that person when you just don't even try to be someone else and just be yourself. And that's the best. Plus, all the way from Ipoh sebab nak jumpa i (k even takdela jauh mana dia cakap and he's okay with that) but im truly appreciate. Thank you, love.

What all i can say about him is he's the one that i've been looking for after all this time. He is careful about who he lets into his life.He doesn't put me first. He has his parents, his beautiful nieces, his siblings, his health and his life. He didnt forgot his friends for me. His friends were there for him when he needed them before i came into his life. He didn't post my photos on social media. But he always answer my phone calls. That's enough for me. I hope he knows that no matter how angry he get because of me, he is still the man that i wanna marry at the end of the day. Im trying so hard to win him at the first place because i know im going to love him the way he deserves to be loved.

I want to be a better version of myself for him. The one who understands, who supports, who lift him up everytime he is down, the one that give him peace and let him know he is enough in every way; that for me he is perfect and though he might not see it, but i do. I invest for love. Ini pelaburan paling bahaya dalam dunia. Tapi sokay i will take all the risks and make it worth.

Whoops! so i not-so-surprised him bila i sendiri datang untuk jumpa dia and it was unplanned. I naik train and dalam tempoh perjalanan tu i banyak fikir macam macam and rasa macam betul ke i ni hahahaha. I need give him in return back sebab effort untuk dia datang sini boleh meliputi pelbagai aspek hahahaha. Moment paling i rasa touched sangat bila dia suruh i tunggu situ dulu sebab dia cakap dia lambat sikit nak pick up i so i was like oh okay takpe la just take your time plus it's raining that time. Lepas je i sampai, i jalan macam biasa and nak cari tempat duduk before he come to get me and all of sudden i nampak this guy sambil pegang payung and senyum dekat pintu. Dalam hati i time ni i rasa sebak and happy semua bercampur baur lepas nampak dia because i miss man so much. Dia tunggu i dah lama dekat situ and i rasa moment macam tu paling berharga bagi i and i taknak lupakan.

Last but not least, everyone deserves to be happy there's always happiness inside us but if you cant find it right now let someone find it for you. (will update more, Adios)