yumichi

self-thought

Assalamualaikum and hi silent readers. Selepas tiga bulan kerja, i dapat banyak pengalaman dari tempat kerja. Alhamdulillah. Penat tu berbaloi bila layanan kita tu dihargai. Terkadang penat bercampur dengan perasaan sedih yang menyeksa jiwa. Namun, i cuba untuk jadi kuat demi orang sekeliling i dan kerisauan yang bersarang dalam hati sering menjadikan i orang yang lebih baik dari yang sebelumnya. I bersyukur atas nikmat rezeki yang Allah telah berikan.

Blog ni merupakan tempat kedua i luahkan selepas Notes di iphone :) Tempoh hari i tengah serve customers then i nampak seorang uncle india berjalan menuju ke kedai i sambil tarik luggage and galas bag dari KTM. Jadi, fikiran i lantas berfikir "Why not i make his day today?". I take his order, serve him and pay his meal. I dont want him know that im the one who pay for him sebab hati i ikhlas untuk belanja uncle. Bila dekat kaunter, he insist to know siapa yang bayarkan and then probably the cashier let him know anyway. Im trying to hide myself from him but then he came to me and ask "Why you want to pay for me?" My reply ; "I just want to make your day. Thats all" he keep say thank you and im touched from the bottom of my heart.

But, today. He come again and have a drink (he even pay first!) Maybe because he's afraid if i pay for him again,. Who knows. While im serving my customers, i dont get to take a look to see all the customers at their tables. Then i step out from the section, and he come to me and give me an envelope and got money inside it. Im shocked. Why he want to repay back? What a day for me. Alhamdulillah, rezeki itu luas.

This is another story that i want to keep. While im working, afas want to meet me but im hesistated that time because its not my pay day yet. I dont want to trouble him more after he already spent too much on us. Obviously i feel bad. End up, he pay for the tickets, the room, and even for my bill! I want to burst out my tears at the moment. Ya Allah, i couldnt ask more. He's nice man on the earth. May Allah bless him and family. Honestly, i dont want to use him money anymore but what i can do at the time? Terpaksa terima and in return i will treat him back. He deserve it.

With the love of my life, his effort that made me happy when times are hard. I really dont deserve this kind of love. Thank you afas. I have to use my 20s wisely because i wont get this time back, I will make it worth or i should say he's worth everything that im going to fight for it at no cost. I will make you proud. Plus, this is my favourite photo of us together. You look so happy and handsome. Masyallah. Hihi.

Bye, :)